As a rising first-generation college student, I faced the challenge of applying to college with very little guidance, compounded by the COVID-19 pandemic. This virus not only disrupted many lives but also led to the loss of someone who had always supported me. These circumstances shaped my college journey, influencing my major and admissions decisions. I chose to attend San Jose State University and start as a Pre-Nursing major.
Initially, I was motivated and excited, but by my second semester, I felt overwhelmed, stressed, and uninterested. Through self-reflection, I realized my desire to become a nurse was driven more by grief and parental pressure than genuine passion. I began searching for a path that truly matched my interests and am now pursuing a bachelor’s degree in Communication Studies with a minor in Business Marketing.
Although this journey involved growth and self-discovery, changing my major was nerve-wracking. I worried that it was too late and felt like I was starting over. I was disappointed in myself for not sticking with nursing and feared letting my parents down, as they viewed medical careers as prestigious. Their questions, like “Why?” and “Will you get paid well?” added to my anxiety. I also felt lost and unsure of who or where to ask for help.
I want to emphasize that every career path has its value. I don’t regret nursing as a career choice; it just wasn’t the right fit for me. While changing my major might have seemed rushed, it was a decision made after much reflection. I’ve learned that changing your major isn’t a bad thing because it allows you to align your career with your true interests and passions, leading to greater motivation and more opportunities.
– Cura, L.